The waiting is the hardest part

Lately, I’ve been having this dream and it keeps coming back to me. I wonder if it’s a message from my unconscious or just… a dream? Anyway, it’s about something I want, like really want, but something I can’t have. Complicated is the word for it. The hardest part, however, isn’t the dream itself, it’s waking up from it, realizing it’s only a dream and not reality. So back to square one for me again it seems…

Sometimes dreams can open your eyes and heart to things and guide you in the right direction. They can strengthen your faith and reveal small parts of your future and your destiny. Unfortunately sometimes, they’re like this dark cloud, haunting you, reminding you when you wake up that dreams are in fact just dreams.

The dream I keep having seems like a message from my unconscious though. But I don’t know if it keeps coming back to me like a pleading from my heart, telling me to fight for what I want or if it’s just teasing me, making me feel stupid because that I don’t and my wanting it in the first place.

So now I’m finding myself at a crossroad. Do I fight, or do I just let go? This uncertainty is driving me crazy, and until I decide which way to go, it’s just like what Tom Pretty sings the waiting is the hardest part…

Oh baby dont it feel like heaven right now

Dont it feel like somethin from a dream

Yeah Ive never known nothing quite like this

Dont it feel like tonight might never be again

We know better than to try and pretend

Baby no one could have ever told me bout this

The waiting is the hardest part

Every day you see one more card

You take it on faith, you take it to the heart

The waiting is the hardest part